Superheroes & Alter Egos

March 22, 2010

My high school notebooks are full of sketches of superheroes – not Batman or Wolverine, but superheroes I made up. They were always girls like me, who happened to have superpowers. Yeah, I admit I imagined myself as a superhero. And I’m guessing you’ve done the same.

I’ve heard it said that superhero stories sell because we like the idea of powerful beings swooping down from the skies to save us from all our troubles. But I don’t think that’s it. We don’t see ourselves as helpless bystanders; we identify with the heroes – and with their alter egos. Spiderman is Peter Parker; Superman is Clark Kent. To protect their identities, they have to appear common and weak most of the time. We relate to this. We think:

It may look to you like I’m just an ordinary guy – maybe even kind of a loser. Just some dorky kid who’s nice, but socially awkward. Maybe you think all I do is come to work at my boring job. But that’s not really who I am. If you knew who I really was, you’d be amazed. I’m not a nobody; I’m a somebody. I am so much more than I appear to be.

We are right to believe we are more than cogs in society’s machine, more than a link in the food chain. We are made in God’s image. God knows us and loves us. Therefore, each person is more than he appears. In C.S. Lewis’s lecture “The Weight of Glory,” he talks about how our deepest longings point to our true purpose – to know and be known by God. Each person is an eternal being who can choose to either accept or reject God’s love. It’s a choice between Heaven and Hell. Lewis says,

There are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations—these are mortal, and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub, and exploit—immortal horrors or everlasting splendors…. Next to the Blessed Sacrament itself, your neighbor is the holiest object presented to your senses.

You are not ordinary. You are not defined by your job or the way you appear to others. And neither is anyone else. As Lewis writes, “It is in the light of these overwhelming possibilities, it is with the awe and circumspection proper to them, that we should conduct all our dealings with one another, all friendships, all loves, all play, all politics.”


A Book About Story

March 18, 2010

I’m currently reading a book called Story: Substance, Structure, Style, and the Principles of Screenwriting, by Robert McKee. I’m not a screenwriter, but the book’s principles apply to all forms of fiction. It’s about using the basic building blocks of story to grab your audience’s attention and make them care. McKee encourages writers to master classical story design before attempting anything too obscure or artsy. And he insists that writers value truth over the idea of originality:

When you work with one eye on your script and the other on Hollywood, making eccentric choices to avoid the taint of commercialism, you produce the literary equivalent of a temper tantrum. Like a child living in the shadow of a powerful father, you break Hollywood’s “rules” because it makes you feel free. But angry contradiction of the patriarch is not creativity; it’s delinquency calling for attention. Difference for the sake of difference is as empty an achievement as slavishly following the commercial imperative. Write only what you believe.

I think this quote applies to all forms of art, not just writing. I’m trying to follow his advice. I want to create honest, compelling art and stories; I want to quit worrying about whether my work makes me look intelligent or super-creative. It’s not about me; it’s about beauty and truth.

If you’re interested in enrolling in the Tom Petty School of Fine Arts, I recommend this as a textbook.


The Tom Petty School of Fine Arts

March 17, 2010

Today I stumbled upon a blog whose author describes himself as a “recovering English major.” I relate to that. I have no regrets about studying English – I loved it, and I learned a lot. But sometimes higher education breeds snobbery. As an English major, I got the feeling I was supposed to make a distinction between literary fiction and genre fiction. But I’m learning to let that go. I’m letting myself enjoy a good mystery novel from time to time. I no longer try to hide my love of fantasy stories.

I got my English degree at a liberal arts university. Now, I am enrolling in the Tom Petty School of Fine Arts. I mean this figuratively, of course. As far as I know, there’s no college by this name. (But if there is, I’m interested.) The Tom Petty School of Fine Arts is my term for the school of thought that values music, art, and stories that are engaging and accessible. I am a big fan of Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers for this reason: they write catchy songs – three-chord rock songs that make me feel good, written with the understanding that great composition does not have to be mind-bendingly complex.

I am not a musician; I am a writer, so what I aim for is the literary equivalent of a Tom Petty song. For me, as a writer, the Tom Petty School of Fine Arts involves reading and studying stories that catch my attention and make me care about the characters. Stories that keep me asking, “What’s going to happen?” These are the kind of stories I want to write.

The best book I’ve read so far this year is The World According to Garp* by John Irving. It’s a story about a writer, T.S. Garp. At one point in the book, he submits a manuscript to his editor, John Wolf. John Wolf passes the manuscript on to his cleaning lady, Jillsy Sloper. Jillsy is John Wolf’s secret weapon. She dislikes most books, but if a manuscript manages to hold her interest, it is sure to be a bestseller. Jillsy reads Garp’s manuscript very quickly, all the way to the end. She doesn’t like the how the story turns out (It’s a rather morbid story), but she can’t put it down. After she finishes it, Jillsy and John Wolf have the following discussion:

“If you hated it, why’d you read it, Jillsy?” John Wolf asked her.

“Same reason I read anythin’ for,’” Jillsy said. “To find out what happens.”

John Wolf stared at her.

“Most books you know nothin’s gonna happen,” Jillsy said. “Lawd, you know that. Other books,” she said, “you know just what’s gonna happen, so you don’t have to read them, either. But this book,” Jillsy said, “this book’s so sick you know somethin’s gonna happen, but you can’t imagine what. You got to be sick yourself to imagine what happens in this book,” Jillsy said.

“So you read it to find out?” John Wolf said.

“There surely ain’t no other reason to read a book, is there?” Jillsy Sloper said.

I quote this not because I think a story has to be sick in order for people to care about it, but because I agree with Jillsy on this point: The only reason to read a book is to find out what happens. When I am really into a book, when I can barely put it down, I go about the house asking (out loud, oftentimes), “What’s going to happen?” That is why I love to read.

I am an English major, and I love beautiful diction; I love symbolism; I love all the literary devices an author can employ. But just like Jillsy, the main reason I read a book is to find out what happens. The reason I like art is that it strikes an emotional chord with me. The reason I love music is that it’s catchy or emotive or beautiful.

I want this to inform the way I write. I want to worry less about making high art and more about crafting well-composed stories that make people care what happens. This is the Tom Petty School of Fine Arts.

(My apologies for the look of this video. It is the song I want to share, not the graphics.)

* A quick note: I liked this book a lot, but I have to say that I don’t recommend it for everybody. As with any book that showcases human nature, it can get fairly gruesome at times. … Not for the faint of heart.


A Poem for Today

March 1, 2010

Mosaic Poem

All my great attempts

Are failures and false starts,

But you’re slowly rearranging

The fragments of my heart:

Shards of color in the Great Wall

Of things that have fallen apart.

I wanted to be an artist;

You made me a work of art.

© Elise Morrison Siegel 2010


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