Home-Making

September 29, 2010

I spent time this afternoon cleaning my apartment. I had a few hours to myself, and I did some laundry, some thorough vacuuming and dusting, and a few other chores. The result was that, at the end of the day, my living room and bedroom looked better than they have in quite a while. I’ve been busy lately and haven’t really been able to venture past straightening and tidying to really cleaning. But today I got to clean, and it felt good.

Sometimes household chores seem endless. They seem like a hindrance to creativity, because they take so much time. A lot of days, I don’t feel like doing them at all. But some days, like today, I take joy in these tasks because I see the result: my work helps my home become a space of peace and beauty.

I like the term homemaking. Probably because I love home and I love making. Doing the dishes every day, changing the bed sheets, scrubbing the bathtub – all these tasks are part of making a home. That thought encourages me; it helps me remember that time spent cooking and cleaning is not time lost to creativity. In its own way, homemaking is creative work.

This song has been my working song for the past several months. It reminds me that everyone has daily tasks to accomplish – tasks that will have to be performed all over again the next day. We can whine about it, or we can “sing for the beauty that’s to be found.” I’d rather sing.


Saying No to Perfectionism

September 15, 2010

In yesterday’s post, I wrote that I don’t have time for perfectionism. That thought has been running through my mind throughout the day today. I think it’s something I need to remember more often.

My favorite quote on perfectionism comes from Anne Lamott’s book on writing, Bird by Bird. I love this quote, because I think it’s right on.

I think perfectionism is based on the obsessive belief that if you run carefully enough, hitting each stepping-stone just right, you won’t have to die. The truth is that you will die anyway and that a lot of people who aren’t even looking at their feet are going to do a whole lot better than you, and have a lot more fun while they’re doing it.

Lamott also points out that if you are obsessed with being perfect, you’ll never allow yourself to create the perfectly awful rough draft that is the necessary first step in the process of making something beautiful.

… Just wanted to share that in case there are any other perfectionists out there who need to give themselves a break and allow themselves to enjoy the messy imperfection of the creative process. Please, be creative, get messy, and have fun!

Make a mess!


Back to Blogging

September 14, 2010

Well. It has been a long time since I last blogged. Over the past few months, I’ve been adjusting to working full-time again, and it’s been a challenge to find my balance and to make time and space for creativity. But I think I’m getting there.

I actually think that having a regular routine can be great for creativity. And it’s often while I’m doing other daily tasks that I have the ideas that later become creative projects. When I’m busy, the problem is not lack of inspiration; it’s the difficulty of carving out time to actually sit down and write, or sit down and draw, or to try a new recipe in the kitchen. But slowly I’m getting there. This weekend I completed a pen and ink drawing. Tonight I made basil coconut curry for the first time. And at this moment, I am writing a blog entry.

The cycle of the work-week and household chores takes a lot of time and a lot of energy. And when I’m not busy with those things, it’s easy just to crash. But I know that I need to make time for creative work, or I won’t feel complete. So I’m trying to seize the moments I can, to not worry about being perfect (because I don’t have time for perfectionism), and to “add to the beauty” in small ways when I get the chance.

How do you find time for creativity in your busy schedule?


You Come Too

May 26, 2010

Creativity and hospitality go together. The best art is invitational.

A few years ago I lived with a friend who liked to go dancing – swing, salsa, and tango. She often invited me to go with her. I wasn’t very good. Fortunately for me, when it comes to dancing, guys lead; girls follow. Maybe this sounds like outmoded gender politics, but as a beginning dancer, I was happy to let someone else take the reins.  I quickly learned that there were three kinds of leaders on the dance floor. There were guys who were as clueless as I was. I didn’t feel embarrassed by my lack of skill when I danced with them, but lurching around the floor with them wasn’t all that fun either. Then there were the guys who were better dancers than I was and determined to show off. I remember swing dancing with one guy who flung me around like a yoyo, while he executed perfect moves. I was furious with him: he clearly cared nothing for my comfort or skill level; he just wanted to look good. But there was a third kind leader. These guys were at least as skilled as the show-offs, but they didn’t flaunt it. They taught gently, helping me forget my nervousness and find the rhythm. When they led, I danced better than I actually knew how to dance. These leaders were invitational; they gave me the chance to be beautiful.

The best writers, like the best dance leaders, are invitational. Through their stories, they create a space I can enter and explore. For me the highest art experience is the feeling of being taken into another place. Art invites me in.

If I use my creativity for anything, I want to invite others into beauty. Sometimes I get tripped up by my desire to be admired. But creativity isn’t about getting people to look at me. It’s about inviting people into beauty, saying “You come too.”

The Pasture

By Robert Frost


I’m going out to clean the pasture spring;

I’ll only stop to rake the leaves away

(And wait to watch the water clear, I may):

I shan’t be gone long. –You come too.


I’m going out to fetch the little calf

That’s standing by the mother. It’s so young

It totters when she licks it with her tongue.

I shan’t be gone long. –You come too.

Creative Inspirations, Part 2: Grace

May 5, 2010

Yesterday I wrote that one my creative inspirations is change. Seeing change not only inspires me in art; it inspires me in life. I see people making positive changes in their lives and world, and I want to do the same. Recently, for example, I’ve made some changes to the way I shop and the way I clean my home. The results: I’m saving money and treating the environment a little bit better.

I love making positive changes like this. I love the way I feel when I get it right. But I’ve found that I can only get it right for so long before I fail. And sometimes I fail badly. I choose wrong, and I get stuck. What I long for is a huge change, one I can’t accomplish on my own. I want to be transformed; I want to be redeemed. And for that, I desperately need God’s grace.

You probably know what grace is, but it doesn’t hurt to refresh your knowledge, so I’ll tell you again: Grace is God’s love and favor, given freely, not because of anything that we’ve done. It is the means of our salvation.

And that really inspires me. It makes me want to tell redemption stories and express transformation through art.

I don’t understand God’s grace, but I write about it anyway, because I think it is one thing really worth writing about. When I catch a glimpse of it, when I see that God, in all his hugeness, holiness, and power, genuinely cares about and even likes me … it makes me want to laugh. Maybe it’s because grace takes me by surprise. Grace is overwhelming and delightful and also somehow very funny. So often I feel lost and confused and like I don’t know anything, but I get this faint glimpse of something better, and it makes me want to laugh. It makes me want to create.

Grace inspires me. What inspires you?

The Heart Nebula


Creative Inspirations, Part 1

May 4, 2010

What inspires you to create? Changes get me thinking about story possibilities. A life change often provides an inciting incident that sparks a story. A change of scenery, a change of season, a career change, physical changes, relational changes … all of these are possible story-starters.

Even more inspiring are the changes that take place within people.

Don’t let anyone tell you, “People don’t change.” It is absolutely not true – not in life, and definitely not in story. Stories are all about the choices, challenges, and circumstances that change us:

A fearful person gets a chance to be brave.

A self-serving man chooses to sacrifice for the sake of others.

A downtrodden, rejected girl discovers unconditional love.

A slave finds freedom.

Something changes, and that inspires me. What inspires you?


The Leaping Rabbit Turns One! (Almost)

April 27, 2010

Anyone wanting to contribute a real cupcake to celebrate this milestone ... feel free.

This blog is just about to celebrate its first birthday. As I approach this milestone, I am taking time to consider what this space is and what I would like it to be:

  • I want to share the beautiful things I find. Oftentimes, these are stories that ring true and stories that keep me turning the pages to find out what happens next. Other times, they are songs, poems, or good food. When I experience something beautiful, I want others to know about it. Beauty is for sharing.
  • I want to spark your creativity. Sometimes, I read a book and get an idea for a poem, or I read a poem that conjures up an image that I want to draw or paint. Other times, I notice a friend exercising their creativity, and I think, “They’re being creative; why can’t I?” Whatever your creative medium, I hope I can offer some inspiration.
  • I want to encourage you in the fight to be creative. It takes an effort to make things; it’s much easier not to make anything at all: not to write, not to draw or dance or paint. I write to remind you that your creativity does matter.
  • I want to practice sharing my creative work with others. I could hide my writing and art and never share it, reasoning that it’s not good enough to share. But that is not what creativity is for. It is meant to be shared. I write this blog to be vulnerable and to share the gifts I have, knowing that nothing I write is perfect, but it still needs to be shared. I hope that by doing so, I can encourage you to share your creativity with others too.
  • I want to tell you something true, sharing what I’ve learned from my own experience. This means being honest, which is also a good practice. It means making sure that what I write lines up with the truth about Jesus, the truth about people, and the truth about life. I don’t know it all, but I’ll try to share what I do know.

Thanks for sticking with me as I head into year 2. I am grateful for each person who has taken the time to read. You encourage me.


A Book About Story

March 18, 2010

I’m currently reading a book called Story: Substance, Structure, Style, and the Principles of Screenwriting, by Robert McKee. I’m not a screenwriter, but the book’s principles apply to all forms of fiction. It’s about using the basic building blocks of story to grab your audience’s attention and make them care. McKee encourages writers to master classical story design before attempting anything too obscure or artsy. And he insists that writers value truth over the idea of originality:

When you work with one eye on your script and the other on Hollywood, making eccentric choices to avoid the taint of commercialism, you produce the literary equivalent of a temper tantrum. Like a child living in the shadow of a powerful father, you break Hollywood’s “rules” because it makes you feel free. But angry contradiction of the patriarch is not creativity; it’s delinquency calling for attention. Difference for the sake of difference is as empty an achievement as slavishly following the commercial imperative. Write only what you believe.

I think this quote applies to all forms of art, not just writing. I’m trying to follow his advice. I want to create honest, compelling art and stories; I want to quit worrying about whether my work makes me look intelligent or super-creative. It’s not about me; it’s about beauty and truth.

If you’re interested in enrolling in the Tom Petty School of Fine Arts, I recommend this as a textbook.


A Poem for Today

March 1, 2010

Mosaic Poem

All my great attempts

Are failures and false starts,

But you’re slowly rearranging

The fragments of my heart:

Shards of color in the Great Wall

Of things that have fallen apart.

I wanted to be an artist;

You made me a work of art.

© Elise Morrison Siegel 2010


Creativity and the Fourth of July

July 4, 2009

I wrote this poem last summer after spending the Fourth of July with friends at Lake Stevens. It is dedicated to those of you who were there, sharing your creativity through music, dance, and fire poi. You reminded me that art is meant to be shared. You were joyful and spontaneous; you were living in the moment; you were so beautiful. Thanks for being who you are. This poem is my response.

July 4th, 2008 - On Lake Stevens 

 

The dancers dance on the dock

On the lake

As the drum beats in the dark

And musicians playFireworks

On the deck

Of the house by the lake

 

A fire burns on the sand

By the lake

And fire flies from the hands

Of dancers on the dock,

Whirling in time

To the music from the deck.

 

Dark boats stop

On the lake in the dark

To watch the dancer on the dock

Fling fire from her hands.

 

The dancers dance in the sand

And musicians play on the deck

And drummers drum on the dock,

As fire flares in the sky

And cracks above the dark lake.

 

© Elise Morrison Siegel 2009


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